Anamika

From the Heart. ..

You know what. ..? A long time ago, there is one beautiful girl in an average looking, not so handsome or smart boy's life. .. They were best friends. .. Very very best friends. .. from the childhood. .. They used to understand each other more than their own. .. They used to share almost everything with each other. .. their choices too are alike. .. They both are crazy about silent music. .. both are die hard fan of Shreya Ghoshal's songs. .. He always found her cool. .. He had crush on her, from the time he found her a perfect match for himself. .. But he never told her. .. And girls don't understand. .. After few years, he came to know about a guy, she had crush upon. .. After few days 'this guy' became her boyfriend and He never told her the what was in his heart since then. .. But he always felt he could have kept her better than 'this guy'. .. 27 August 2013, he, "Navin" died in a car accident. .. on his funeral, his sister handed over to her the diary he used to write. .. And she found herself on every single page. .. she, herself, never thought she was that much beutiful. .. 11 December 2014, she, "Nitya", commited suicide cause his boyfriend 'this guy', "Rohan", cheated on her and broken up with her. .. When she died, his younger brother found three diaries in her bookshelf. .. one is obviously was of Navin and another two was of Nitya. .. And you will not believe from the day she started writing diary, there was Navin on every page and the day of his funeral, she left writing. .. You may see towards this story like fictional one, I too did. .. but the day when I read their diaries few months ago when I visited Arjun's place; I just read again and again and again, and I just smiled and smiled and smiled. ..
  I can tell you some of the things written in their diaries and I found it romantic, I don't know whether you too will feel the same or not. ..

  ". ..its raining. .. Nitya is right in front of me. .. enjoying the rain. .. like innocent child. .. Rain drops are coming down from her face like they do when they come down from rose. .. I love rain, specially when she is with me. .."

  ". ..I hate Navin. .. He made me wait, like every year he did on my birthdays. .. I waited for the whole half an hour in the college canteen. .. Okay, 28 minutes and 45 seconds. .. But then he came with my favourite chocolate cake, and this bracelet he given me on this birthday is so so beautiful. .. Like every year he had the same excuse for coming late. .. and like every year he bought only bracelet for me. .. I don't know why I am always excited for his gift on every birthday, when I always know. .. don't know when will he change, may be never. .."

  This happens most of the time. .. May be in everyone's life. .. we have crush on our best friends and then they never understands. .. May be our best friend secretly love us and we fall in so called love with someone else. .. By the time when we come to know (if we come to know) it is always late. ..! How easily we ignore someone who is always with us, who knows both our good and bad sides and is exactly like us. ..?