Anamika

From the Heart. ..

A long time ago, I wrote three poems. .. I couldn't publish it on our e-magzine "Manapasun Manaparyant" , cause it is an Hindi-Marathi literature e-magzine and all these poems were in English. .. I written them in certain situations and that's why they are close to my heart. .. however, I lost one line in my one poem and that made it in-complete. .. I don't remember what line was that. .. I am giving here all this three poems :
 
 

1)
  its much harder than ever i thinked
  breaking every single thread to heart which is linked
  every single bit of my heart to you is following
  with each next moment so badly its killing
  its never been easy for me to be apart from you
  don't you understand without you there's nothing to do?
  I don't understand why all this hell always happens with me
  what more destiny expecting me to be. ..
 
 
  2)
 Dear heart,
  Its nothing like you aren't in love before
  Its nothing like you can't be in after
  Why are you stucked stupid,
  To be falling for her?
  The sound when you got broke
  Doesn't tried you to show?
  How painful it is
  when you fall in love. ..
  The love no doubt
  is like blossomed roses
  still surrounded of full of thorns
  by every phases
  Why the hell can't you
  draw her out of your mind?
  Heart replied cause
  Broken glasses and broken heart
  Aren't meant for conjoined. ..
  That much strong you
  hadn't connected to anyone
  How long can you
  run from your own?
  You to her in a way locked me
  Nothing did before but now she broked me. ..
 
 
  3)
  I don't understand what always Going on in your mind
  Each next sec you seems to be changed like a wind
 
  When I seen you for the first time
  I thought you are different and really you are
  But unlike I thinked
  too different we are
 
  There was a time once
  I wanted to be with you
  None of rest of my life
  to spend without you
 
  ( *** Missing Lines *** )
  I am not that much innocent
  But you are a queen honey bee
 
  And now I knew it but
  Even then for you I can die
  Use me but love me
  or atleast please you lie